The Winds of Change...

Well folks! Shock of all shockers, I'm ready to get my butt in gear and start the change. I'm just getting so horrified of myself when I look in the mirror and Dallin has told me that my tummy is "waaaaay big, like there's a baby in it...are we gonna get another baby mom?" one too many times. I'm sick of being so disgusted with myself and hating who I am. I want to take care of myself so that I can love myself and in turn show more love for the people around me. I'm reading Dr. Phil's total weight loss challenge, and we're starting a new financial plan with a financial counselor. Think how great I'll feel when I know that I'm starting to implement new plans to better my life and my families future. I can do it this time and I will do it this time. "One choice at a time, one step at a time, one day at a time." I will eat to nourish my body and not to fill a void (have to figure out what the void is exactly) but I want to respect the body that Heavenly Father has entrusted me with and be better. I'm excited!!!