Hated stepping a foot out of my house today, I feel like nothing is fitting AGAIN and I'm already in a freakin' 3X. I look like I'm about 7mos pregnant or something. I am totally disgusted with myself and my lack of self discipline and I feel like shiz. Poopy.
Word of warning, others may not want to be reading this blog for awhile until I can pull myself together, it's not going to be pretty.
I know how you feel. That's me right now. I've already gained ten pounds but I'm not far enough along to actually be showing. Half of my clothes don't fit and there's nothing I can do about it!
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"Just keep swimming, just keep swimming..." (sigh) Okay
I think that you are beautiful! I am sorry you feel this way... if you ever want to I would love you exercise with you! We all need to improve ourselfs just remeber that you are a child of God, and he thinks your beautiful too. Don't give up hope... ;)
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